I was sitting here thinking too much. Feeling like the last person on earth.
Thanks for my hanging up on you! I was a bit scared.
I’m not having the best time. A bit blue now. I’m lonely, been hurt, lately it is all coming up on me. My heart hurts, physically. You might not want to hear this anyway.
Thank you. I try to stay positive. I have agoraphobia and PTSD. I was raped several years ago. It was a date rape. I managed to go on, was a teacher, volunteered with the deaf, travelled … Something I never thought I’d do. But I loved it. Then about 4 years ago, nightmares, depression. Suddenly repressed memories surfaced. A brutal rape involving someone I loved. Sorry I went on and on.
Thank you for taking the time. Maybe, if it’s OK, and I haven’t made you disgusted or frightened you away, would it be ok and try to call without hanging up? I don’t have many to talk to. I won’t be a drain. It is OK if too much.