So I am having a really bad week, and mostly because I won’t let Ron go. My best friend sent me this saying, it’s from Dr. Richard Dobbins, and it says a lot about me. Here it is: “Until the pain of remaining the same hurts more than the pain of changing, some people prefer to remain the same.” I can’t imagine never talking to Ron again. Yet he was just here last night, and I have done nothing but cry all day, because I feel so empty. Ron is always distant with me after sex. It’s hard for me to handle … and he’s married.