Why is it guys want to treat me like crap to the point I eventually have to leave, then they try to get me back and when I won’t, make my life a living hell? They play so nice and swear they loved me after I am gone until they realize I am not coming back. Then it all breaks lose.
I having been seeing someone for almost a year now and it’s a miracle he has stuck with me. I keep giving him a hard time because I am so paranoid. I am waiting for the shoe to drop in this relationship.
I was married for almost 30 years and he had a two year affair with my “best friend”. Then a second one turn out to be an alcoholic that verbally abused me to the point I had to leave. Maybe that is why I am lonely. I have major trust issues.
Thanks for listening, Naomi
Posted on Sunday, 23 September 2012
